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im so sorry tracey for your loss, I to lost my only child my beautiful son shawn, it was his heart, I cry all the time, I cant and don't want to go on without him. im so empty and alone. I know how much you are hurting, theres nothing I can say to make you feel better but I do know hes still with you. please if you need to talk, cry im here hugs kim
believe me its so very very hard to get up anymore, I go see shawn everyday, then I come home and go back to bed, everyday. my doctor comes to my home to see me a few times a month. I cant go where shawn lived, or worked, I cant go where him and I went to shop or anywhere we went together. im on a ton of pills. I pray every night to go with him. please don't keep every thing inside, you must let it out , are you seeing any one? we had a break in after my son went away, we were sleeping and they took my sons computer and his things. the police sent me a lady that comes every Thursday and we only talk about shawn, I cry so hard but I need so bad to talk about him. I have lost my family and friends through this, they have not been here for me at all. so im very much alone. my husband has been doing every thing , he knows I just want to die, last week I ask him to let me go. I hurt so bad, I want nothing more then to die. this pain is unbearable, my tears never stop. please get help, cry your heart out don't hold it in. I keep telling myself shawn will come back to me, if I don't im not sure what ill do. they told me I was suicidle, I just don't care anymore, , sitting here typing this my tears are falling, pain like nothing I ever felt, im not sure I can help you but im here hun, love and hugs kim
I am so sorry for your loss. It is awful to have to welcome someone new to this site but I hope you can find support and hope here.
I lost my son 3 years ago on Dec.1 in a car accident also. He was 17 and a passenger in the car.
Right wow I know your pain is so raw you wonder how you will ever survive. You just do, day by day, minute by minute. I get by because I believe my son's spirit lives on and is doing amazing things and that one day we will be together in that form. For now I talk to him all the time and ask for guidance. It is so hard to live without them. Love and prayers to you.