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Today is the anniversary of my wedding day 2 Replies

I got married on May 1, 1992 and lost my husband on June 30, 2017. My wedding day was the happiest day of my life and if I had one wish, it would be to go back and live that day over. It has been…Continue

Started by Carol Klotz. Last reply by Carol Klotz May 3.

Lost my light in the darkness 2 Replies

I lost my wife on the 25 of March after returning from my Dads funeral. She is everything to me. No matter how bad it got, no matter how much my PTSD drug me down, She has been my light in the…Continue

Started by Shane Hughes. Last reply by Shane Hughes Apr 16.

Lost my husband the father of my kids and bestfriend . 5 Replies

  I lost my husband we were high school sweethearts we had plans and it was not suppose to be this way we had two kids together and I feel so lost and the pain i feel becuase of how much I miss him…Continue

Started by Nicole. Last reply by Wendy Apr 7.

My Love 1 Reply

On November 6 of this year, I lost my husband in a tragic automobile accident. We live in Georgia and the accident was in Montana making it more difficult. I am completely lost as we were best…Continue

Started by Kathy West. Last reply by Anna Chris Apr 7.

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Comment by Joe Kelly on April 14, 2020 at 3:34pm

Another day, same shit, sitting in my solitary jail cell in agony day after day since my love passed over.  Constantly saying to myself I can't take it anymore, knowing I have no choice.  Trapped!  Waiting to go home to her.   

Comment by Linda Engberg on April 7, 2020 at 4:21pm

Hello Anna,

Loved your post, thanks for sharing. I have refused to accept the death of my Husband, because he is not dead, he lives in a much better world than I do. When we took our weeding vows, we left out to death do us part, because death will not do us part. He will always be "My Endless Love".

Comment by Anna Chris on April 7, 2020 at 3:19pm

Dear Friends

I'm writing to you to share with you this Incredibly Important message which is a very brief explanation of what I have experienced and what I must share with other people. Since last year I have been experiencing Absolute True Miracles in my life, Miracles I would never have expected that were possible to happen. I think It is the most special miraculous phenomenon that a human being can experience here on Earth and is lacking words to describe it. This Miracle proved me that there is God and Angels which is the biggest Miracle itself. God and Angels have saved my life and totally changed my understanding of life and gave me beautiful Faith.
I lost my Beloved Partner, my Heart and my Soul, in January last year, who had passed away very suddenly, and my whole world had fallen into pieces. I was in grief and trauma for months, I couldn't accept his death. Pain and sorrow was everything I felt, I lost all understanding of reality. I've had such an enormous sense of injustice and a sense of being punished. I didn't want to live anymore. I was an atheist at the time. And then in August last year the biggest unexpected and unimaganable Miracle had happend and I had been given the Miraculous Experience of hearing Angels. Which is so incredible and beyond all the words I have to pinch myself every day to realise it and cannot thank enough God for giving me this Miracle. God saved me through Angels who came to me and told me that Our Love is not lost, that we Cannot Lose Love, because there is no death and that my Beloved Partner is waiting for me in a Beautiful Heaven. Angels gave me such a huge lesson of how wrong I was in my thinking about Everything. That God does not punish us but is only Teaching us Love and Faith. Through this Miracle they gave me Faith and Understaning that I would never have gained in a 100 years. I feel so overwhelmed and more grateful to God than I could describe in words. I know that there is more people whom God gives this Miraculous Experiences but not many. There is no room to describe everything that has happened to me over the last 8 months but I must share this Miracle with people to tell them it's True, to give them Faith, Understanding and Strength. Through this Miracle, Angels have passed to me so much Faith, so many Teachings, so many Truths about Life God and Us which had totally changed my understanding of Life. They've made me realise that Love is Everything to us and Everything is for Love. God has created us to share His Love with Us, and has only Love, Good and Faith for Us. Life is a Path of Learning what is Love and Faith. The Path, Teachings and the Purpose is the same for each and every one of us. I have realised that Life is a one big Lesson from God, Lesson of Love and Faith, Lesson to be a Moral Loving Human being, to Love everyone equally, and to see everyone equally. God is telling us this through Love, through Faces of people we love the most that that is how we should Love everyone without exception and that's how God loves all of us without exception. Angels have showed me and taught me that we can see Everyone in exactly the same light, and have the same Love for Everyone with no exception, because that's what God is Teaching us. Angels have told me so clearly that in God's Teaching of Love there is a Responsibility for one another, that We all have an Obligation to Help Everyone with no exception.

With that most incredible Miracle comes a moral obligation to Share it with people and to Help people. To tell them that there is no death, that God and Angels are More True than we could imagine, and that God has only Love for Us and we should not be afraid of anything. Heaven is a place of Love, Peace and Beauty, Angels have told me, where we live beautiful lives with our loved ones.

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God Bless


Comment by Linda Engberg on April 7, 2020 at 2:05pm

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Comment by Linda Engberg on March 17, 2020 at 6:29am


I was thinking the same thing take me and protect my family. I am hoping like you.

Comment by Joe Kelly on March 16, 2020 at 4:10pm


For you, me and many here, we may soon have our prayers answered.  I just pray it's just me and not my children or grands.  That will hopefully be the case.

Comment by Linda Engberg on March 1, 2020 at 8:05am


Comment by Linda Engberg on February 29, 2020 at 10:51am


I am so sorry for your loss. I feel we all have had some regrets when losing a loved one, but we still try to go on in this world, even when we don't want to.

Comment by Martee on February 28, 2020 at 3:43pm

Sorry for your losses as well. I am at 30 days since my husband was overtaken by severe depression and alcoholism, he took his life at 58 yrs old, he didn’t even know he did he was so out of it. I am free falling still and my life is over, I too died on that day! My last words were not very kind, we had an argument and without a word or hint he did it in the back yard. 

I have no idea how this goes nor do I have interest in going forward without him in my life! I saw his face on home video he was in such a dark place, I was not there for him!

I hate everything in this world I so jealous of everyone I see who has a living spouse.
Today I saw a pic of us, I was thinking I can barely remember how it felt to be happy and to feel joy or to be  loved...


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