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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....

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Comment by SelV on December 31, 2018 at 12:20am

Well done 2018...you ripped my heart or should I say burnt it?

What an emotional roller coaster ride it had been! It still is and guess it would still be till my last breath. Cos my mother was the only one I had in my life who truly loved and cared about me. She was my everything, my world. And now she is just a memory(tears rolling down my cheeks)!!!

Should I forgive and forget you...2018?

I am not okay...just like everyone here who is yet to move on. If that is possible at all!

Tired. Exhausted. In every aspect.

All the best to everyone for 2019.

Comment by Brett Bowman on December 26, 2018 at 4:27pm

Avi, I'm sorry it was a hard day for you. I'm glad that Christmas is over. I hate to say that, but it's true. Too many memories. 

Comment by Avi on December 26, 2018 at 12:03am

Merry Christmas to all here. I cried a lot yesterday as I was alone, tired and was able to remember my mother's pain in her last few days. 

Wishing peace to everyone. 

Comment by Theresa on December 25, 2018 at 5:35am

God bless everyone today.

One day and its over, for me tomorrow back to work.

Comment by Daylight on December 24, 2018 at 11:28pm
Merry Christmas to all of you. May your day be filled with love and peace.
Comment by Brett Bowman on December 24, 2018 at 9:36pm

I wish I could hug the snot out of everyone of you tonight.

Merry Christmas

Comment by Brett Bowman on December 20, 2018 at 7:22pm

I pray that you will have a blessed day as well.

Comment by Pamela philipp on December 20, 2018 at 8:37am

thank you Brett Bowman  for your truly kind words and advice it means a lot to me and your right I don't feel like I have grieved for her at all but I will try your advice thank you so much have a blessed day

Comment by Brett Bowman on December 16, 2018 at 11:22pm

Avi, I can't say that I envy any of us but you are so blessed. You lost your mom but the Lord gave you a beautiful little life to nurture, love, and foster.

Theresa, you are are in my prayers today. I know it was a very hard day.

SelV, I think I would spend a lot of says in bed if I could. A few nights ago I got up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. When I went back to bed I looked at the clock. I was happy because I still had a few hours before my alarm would go off. And then I thought how nice it would be to hibernate for a few months, that it would stay dark, and that I could just stay in bed. When I laid down I realized that wasn't a very healthy desire. But that's how I feel. I'm just tired spiritually more than physically. And I look ahead and I don't know where relief will come from. Maybe God has a plan for my life. I sure hope so. 

Comment by Avi on December 16, 2018 at 10:32pm

Thanks Selv. Yes she died on 15 May 2018 so the memories are still fresh. My daughter is driving me in this life as she is innocent and does not know anything about grief and guilt. 

Great to hear that you help others. 

 

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