Don't grieve alone; 14,000 members and growing
I have been struggling completely alone for nearly 2 years. I felt like there HAD to be others in my position out there but I had no way to find out. I finally found a shrink who told me the term disenfranchised grief. And told me about this site. I feel hope for the first time in nearly 2 years. I have been so completely and utterly alone and have had NO way to work through my grief other than bottling it up.
We are/were both married to other people, literally no one knew/knows. It's been nearly 2 years and I'm as devastated as day one. I've attempted suicide twice in this time. I just....I can't see a way to live without him. I feel like my soul, spirit and life have left me with him and I have no will to go on. I miss him so much every day. Every. Single. Day.