My Mom passed away suddenly on the 13th August, she had a heart attack and died during the night she was 62. I still struggle to believe that Mom has gone and that I won't see her again. I feel so jealous when I hear other people talking about their Mom's. Life is just awful without her and I just still can't believe that she is gone, no warning nothing.

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Hello Marie,

I lost my Mom quite young as well last year in April. Losing someone at any age is hard but there is something about not having a Mom here with us when I just feel like I am entering a stage in my woman hood where not having a mother here is so strange and hard to navigate. I was aware of her illness for some time so I cannot fully empathize with the shock of loss so quickly, but I still can identify with the shock of her just being gone, and definitely not when I imagined it to happen. I went with my partner to his home across the country and I felt so angry and jealous of his time with his mother. It was really hard to process and i think that maybe we just need to just let ourselves feel whatever it is that we feel. We must try to live without our mothers, as hard as that is. No one will replace her. Never. I feel you, sister. I feel you. 

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