So few left - Online Grief Support - A Social Community2024-03-29T14:29:34Zhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/forum/topics/so-few-left?commentId=2054931%3AComment%3A319582&x=1&feed=yes&xn_auth=noDear Crystal - it’s been a wh…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-08-02:2054931:Comment:3251802018-08-02T02:43:41.935ZFrances Kooncehttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FrancesKoonce
<p>Dear Crystal - it’s been a while since you’ve been online here, I just wondered how you are doing ?</p>
<p>Dear Crystal - it’s been a while since you’ve been online here, I just wondered how you are doing ?</p> Hi Camren. I feel the same wa…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-03-18:2054931:Comment:3210792018-03-18T08:55:39.205ZCrystal Khttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/CrystalK
<p>Hi Camren. I feel the same way you do. I lost my grandma in 2014 and now my mom last year. They were the only two people closest to me. My grandmas death was sad but she was 83 so I was thankful that she had a long life. My mother died unexpectedly 8 months ago and I have never been the same since. I am only 25. And the thought of living without my mom for the next 30-40 years horrifies me. If my grandma was still alive, it would make it a little better. But now anyone that was a mother…</p>
<p>Hi Camren. I feel the same way you do. I lost my grandma in 2014 and now my mom last year. They were the only two people closest to me. My grandmas death was sad but she was 83 so I was thankful that she had a long life. My mother died unexpectedly 8 months ago and I have never been the same since. I am only 25. And the thought of living without my mom for the next 30-40 years horrifies me. If my grandma was still alive, it would make it a little better. But now anyone that was a mother figure is gone. I lost my closest uncle in 2012 as well. My family has lost so many, but my mother’s death has hit me the hardest. I am loat, heartbroken, and angry at the world- angry at my situation. I hate seeing other girls my age with their mothers... hate is a strong word but thats how I feel cause Im mad as hell that my mom isnt here with me. I have sisters but i feel disconnected from them. I was my moms caretaker so I feel partially responsible for her death. They are probably mourning in their own way but Im the one who returned to our mother’s home after her funeral, Im the one who has to fight tears everytime I pass by our old home or any other place because anything and everything reminds me of her. (My sisters live in another country). Everywhere I go, I see my mom. It breaks my heart and I am now seriously considering moving out of this state because I cannot take it. I feel so alone. My mom was everything. Dad is nonexistent. I feel so alone. </p> Hi, you are not alone in losi…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-02-03:2054931:Comment:3195822018-02-03T05:58:52.073ZJeanhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/JeanElizabeth
<p>Hi, you are not alone in losing so many so soon. My family is pared down also. This new "reality" hit home 5 years ago this month when my mother passed away. She left me here to deal with the ones left until I die. Now we, my husband and I have started losing friends too. We also decided not to have kids. I still stand by that decision. So that leaves me to wrap everything up and turn out the lights. It is a lot of work and drags me down. I still have so much to get done. Feeling sad.…</p>
<p>Hi, you are not alone in losing so many so soon. My family is pared down also. This new "reality" hit home 5 years ago this month when my mother passed away. She left me here to deal with the ones left until I die. Now we, my husband and I have started losing friends too. We also decided not to have kids. I still stand by that decision. So that leaves me to wrap everything up and turn out the lights. It is a lot of work and drags me down. I still have so much to get done. Feeling sad. Missing my mother. We will just have to keep going as best we can. Who knows what tomorrow will bring? Losing a dear friend to a horrible wreck really knocked the wind out of us 9 months ago. We are doing our best to enjoy whatever time we have left. </p>