No Nesting In My Hair - Online Grief Support - A Social Community2024-03-29T11:12:55Zhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/forum/topics/no-nesting-in-my-hair?groupUrl=how-to-move-on&commentId=2054931%3AComment%3A323564&xg_source=activity&groupId=2054931%3AGroup%3A279984&feed=yes&xn_auth=noI had to start working back t…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-06-20:2054931:Comment:3238442018-06-20T21:15:39.478ZNorahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/Nora
<p>I had to start working back to December and I had to start driving across the city. I can tell - it is hard. Seeing all those places that are not "our" places any more. I cannot come home and tell him - lets got to eat our Mexican food - and he knows exactly where I want to go. All our old "our places" vanished and seeing those places only hurts me.</p>
<p>I cry when I go out. Actually I don't feel like going out at all. I feel safe when I am locked in my house. I go out when I drive to work…</p>
<p>I had to start working back to December and I had to start driving across the city. I can tell - it is hard. Seeing all those places that are not "our" places any more. I cannot come home and tell him - lets got to eat our Mexican food - and he knows exactly where I want to go. All our old "our places" vanished and seeing those places only hurts me.</p>
<p>I cry when I go out. Actually I don't feel like going out at all. I feel safe when I am locked in my house. I go out when I drive to work and buy some food. Im funny - I am trying to buy everything possible online just to avoid regular shopping in "our-not-our-anymore-places". So stupid.</p>
<p>May be I just need another year to accept the loss and to adjust to this "my only new life" that I hate.</p>
<p>Nobody said it would be not hard but it IS very hard.</p> So sorry to hear that you are…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-06-14:2054931:Comment:3237862018-06-14T17:02:44.748ZM Adamshttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/MAdams
<p>So sorry to hear that you are still feeling broken. Stuck and broken are both apt adjectives for me as well, I think, but bereavement is a process and there are changes that I'm perceiving, though they're not necessarily all positive. (For example, I cry less and less easily, which is a relief, although it may just be that I am more successfully repressed now.)</p>
<p>So sorry to hear that you are still feeling broken. Stuck and broken are both apt adjectives for me as well, I think, but bereavement is a process and there are changes that I'm perceiving, though they're not necessarily all positive. (For example, I cry less and less easily, which is a relief, although it may just be that I am more successfully repressed now.)</p> Thank you, M Adams.
Unfortuna…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-06-14:2054931:Comment:3237792018-06-14T01:59:18.040ZNorahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/Nora
<p>Thank you, M Adams.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, I am still the same broken woman in that cold lonely nest. No moving anywhere. Stuck! Pieces of broken life scattered around. Nothing whole... </p>
<p>What about you? How are you?</p>
<p>Thank you, M Adams.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, I am still the same broken woman in that cold lonely nest. No moving anywhere. Stuck! Pieces of broken life scattered around. Nothing whole... </p>
<p>What about you? How are you?</p> Thought of you today for some…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-06-13:2054931:Comment:3235642018-06-13T01:53:09.930ZM Adamshttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/MAdams
<p>Thought of you today for some reason -- that bird nest image has stayed with me -- hope you're doing better.</p>
<p>Thought of you today for some reason -- that bird nest image has stayed with me -- hope you're doing better.</p> Thanks for the image and the…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2017-11-21:2054931:Comment:3156852017-11-21T06:16:38.047ZM Adamshttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/MAdams
Thanks for the image and the proverb -- they help.
Thanks for the image and the proverb -- they help. Today was the day when they n…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2017-06-26:2054931:Comment:3077082017-06-26T04:55:50.399ZNorahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/Nora
<p><strong>Today was the day when they nested in my hair.</strong></p>
<p>I failed today.</p>
<p>At the same time I did many things - only decided not to go anywhere as I cried and my eyes hurt.</p>
<p>My condition is not healthy, it is exhausting. I am getting very tired and upset. It is hard to move anywhere.</p>
<p>My plan for tomorrow:</p>
<p>1. Start my diet to be healthy and look like myself. It will take 3-4 months but I will be there.</p>
<p>2. Go out to visit banks</p>
<p>3. Buy food…</p>
<p><strong>Today was the day when they nested in my hair.</strong></p>
<p>I failed today.</p>
<p>At the same time I did many things - only decided not to go anywhere as I cried and my eyes hurt.</p>
<p>My condition is not healthy, it is exhausting. I am getting very tired and upset. It is hard to move anywhere.</p>
<p>My plan for tomorrow:</p>
<p>1. Start my diet to be healthy and look like myself. It will take 3-4 months but I will be there.</p>
<p>2. Go out to visit banks</p>
<p>3. Buy food for my diet.</p>
<p>4. Hug my dogs.</p>
<p>5. Send at least 5 resumes in the morning.</p>
<p>6. Call cemetery - this is the hardest one...</p>
<p>7. Keep listening to meditation to calm down.</p>