i am mad me for bean mad god 

i am so mad at god for stuff he has put us thru  if i sea him or her im worid in i say horble stuff 2 him or her im worid i will puch or slap him or her 

i bleve in god im so mad at god i am i am so mad at him or her

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i ask god why

i say 2 god am i bad person coz of all multi loss iv had i ask did i do any thng bad 

i try 2 thng of othrs bst i can 

I am not mad at god .I just quietly despair in my utter isolation .I am more sad and devastated that the more I think about it the more I can not see a god at all.

lis

i us 2 pray 2 god a lot elizabeth but ths lst mont or so i cnt seam 2 pray or spek 2 god 2 mush loss has hppend in famly  it has

2 day  on my grif shre em i got 2 day it tld me we will nevr be person we usee 2 be yea so t it is 

i dont thng any of us will be person we wear use 2 be aftr loss we had

its so not fair its not

iv evn ask god why thm why not me i do as wll 

it feals me evn evry 1 else as wel i bet

i evn ask ths 1 as well i do

FUCK this goddamn "test".

multi loss has push me 2 far lst 1 wz in july my eyes is full of tears i cnt sea strt i cant 

its not fair bluebird we suffer coz of death we do 

Exactly. It's not only not fair, it is evil and cruel, as far as i'm concerned.

hears 1 hear a lot at funrells coz iv bean 2 so mush 1s its lft behnd is 1s it suffer so t it is

God ,is as quiet as the people who have died.

To fear death gentlemen, is to think oneself wise when one is not; to think one knows what one does not know. For no one know if death may not be the greatest of all gifts for a human being, yet we fear it as if it were the worst of all evils."

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