i am mad me for bean mad god 

i am so mad at god for stuff he has put us thru  if i sea him or her im worid in i say horble stuff 2 him or her im worid i will puch or slap him or her 

i bleve in god im so mad at god i am i am so mad at him or her

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Dear Becky- 

I am so very sorry about your beloved daughter. I can’t imagine the extreme pain you must be feeling right now. 

I don’t have all the answers, but if you would like to have a friend to travel this journey with, I’d like to be that person. I don’t mind and it’s not a bother. We can email for privacy. My contact info is :

frances.koonce@yahoo.com

For now, I just want you to know I care. I have an only child, a teenage daughter. I don’t know what I would do if she passed away. 

Sending my condolences - 

Frances 

i no to day i saw a yong kid no mor thnabot 5 or 6 or 7 she wz u cudtell she wz getin cemmo she wz her mom dad mutss be goin thru hell thy mutss be in my hed 

i did no kid justt flt sad coz kids shud be bean a kid not sufferin thy shud not 

sum days is ok sum dayss is not 

big c hits agan

2 sum 1 i new sinsess i wz 8 its spreed to body sush a sweet kindd lady she is 

44 now 

i wys luv to get a get well crd but i feal sad 

sinsess goin to spooks i no lot mor now abot al i do

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welll a anor dear frindd nbor died yday got tret lk dirt in way thy died 

why do gud peelplee suffr it wud hurtt no 1

wen u get pedoss kilerss so do not suffr 1s it do bad 2 peppplee suffr 

i no i get wk mometns ido

but trynin 2 stayy strongg is not is a eayss thng 3 fo o iyd oy 

evry now agan i still loss my way i do

i offtn wondr if im mor md it mad mad mad it me thn god

i do 

sbut goin 2 a spirtt churchh giv me NSBERS it did wishd i d gon yrsgo i do

wen i w z 21 i do but 45 mabyy i no persn i am or not

but loss did tunr me in to i no wot 

loss so mush sisne2012 i hva  

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