i am mad me for bean mad god 

i am so mad at god for stuff he has put us thru  if i sea him or her im worid in i say horble stuff 2 him or her im worid i will puch or slap him or her 

i bleve in god im so mad at god i am i am so mad at him or her

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thnx

iv had multi loss

moms got alz/dem

victm of crimee i a am bean thru a masvoee rocosr rideeu cud say but iv fond my slf goin 2 a spirtchlt church in 2018 i hav wish iv fond comfty i do 

its givin me ansers u cud say

i no i did ths pots in 2014 i did i stoill get n mad it him/her on off i do

My heart goes out to you as my mother also had dementia and it was very sad to see her slipping thru my fingers. She forgot who we were and then worried when she didn’t see us. 

I can understand being angry. We get angry when something as precious as our loved ones are gone and the roller coaster ride you spoke of never seems to stop, right? 

Would you like to have some free reading material on how to cope with grief? I have been providing the link to others and in a variety of languages, even sign languages for those who are hearing impaired. It’s no problem and I’d be more than happy to send them to a private email. 

Today, I hope you will have one day of calm. 

Sincerely,

Frances

thnxits ok we got matreall on it we did 

dnt tell u evry thng but i no by seam it in moms nursin fasilty how bad it can get 

wors bit is askin for dead peple wen thy goin 2 sea her

or evry 1 on tv i  o thm thy bean 2 sea me thy live in my st thy do 

Yes, I remember once my uncle went to visit my mom and she didn’t even realize it was her brother. When he left to go home, she asked who that man was. 

I was terribly frightened of my mom being in a nursing facility after one of her heart attacks. I wanted to make sure they was taking good care of her. I know the nursing facilities are under staffed and over worked. I was spending most of my days there until she finished her rehabilitation and came back to our house. 

I think the part about asking for dead people is like they have some memories from when they was healthier. My mom always talked about her parents and growing up on a farm. I just reminded her that she didn’t live on a farm anymore. 

It’s difficult to know how to handle some situations. 

iv bean to day to sea her iv hadto liee to her wish i feal bad

wen can i go homee wen drs says so

wear isdr

on holday 

why am hear coz dr says so i anserd it for abot 40 mins i did

evry tim i leabee i feal dranedd i do 

th 5 mons latr she figetss iv bean 

grt news on 1 frnt iv bean goin to a spirtlst churchh sechin for ansrssa wish m getin thm i am

iv had a very loin ant cum thu a few tims evn moms mom a ganmothr iv not met wih i did tell mom but she foget 5 mins latr 

pluss she hns my brth her on son is her brthr her brthr is in anthr nursingg fasilt coz of prksonss alz/dem 2

i no 2 wks go mum had a seazerr she did still dnt wot carzd it not suree if it wz dem/alz 1 but in hoptlee she wz evn moree confusd she wz it lst in nursin fasiltyy she duz no wear she is a bit pluss her littl creww she sitss withh evry day u cud say her lilttee gangg wishh is sad coz ivgot to no thm ladyss i hav 

Awww- I’m sorry about that! It must make you feel really terrible that you can’t just take her home. 

The same thing happened with my mom after her heart attack. She couldn’t just live by herself anymore. We had to empty her apartment and she came to live with me and my family. She kept wanting to go back to her apartment. 

Like your mother, mine forgot as soon as I answered her. 

I’m sorry your mother had a seizure. That must have been scary. My mom had mini strokes - It was very frightening to watch. The doctor said she would keep having them and I’m sure that made her memory worse.

Yes, in my mom’s nursing facility, there were ones we got to know better. There was a man who played the piano very well. He would play it in the evenings and we sat in the lobby and watched the birds. 

Excuse me if I’ve forgotten, but do you live near your mom or do you have to travel far to see her? My mom was only a few miles away during the times she had to physical therapy and stay in the nursing facility. 

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