Loss and Attachment - Online Grief Support - A Social Community2024-03-28T13:21:36Zhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/forum/topics/loss-and-attachment?commentId=2054931%3AComment%3A304613&x=1&feed=yes&xn_auth=noHimmorgan, I have just found…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2017-04-25:2054931:Comment:3046132017-04-25T08:18:06.271ZJackie cookehttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/Jackiecooke
Himmorgan, I have just found and read this am I in bits, it's 6 weeks since my world came to an end and I still finding it hard to just keep breathing everyday let alone function as a person. I to have no children, I don't really have anyone, I have brothers and my mum is still alive and helps me but she is 78 and I won't get upset in front of her as she can't cope with it.<br />
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I don't really have any friends, I know people through work, but no one close. I suppose we never needed anyone else, we…
Himmorgan, I have just found and read this am I in bits, it's 6 weeks since my world came to an end and I still finding it hard to just keep breathing everyday let alone function as a person. I to have no children, I don't really have anyone, I have brothers and my mum is still alive and helps me but she is 78 and I won't get upset in front of her as she can't cope with it.<br />
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I don't really have any friends, I know people through work, but no one close. I suppose we never needed anyone else, we lived together, worked together and loved it for 36 years. We never got bored of being together, always had something to say to each other. Now all iv got is memories and silence, no one to tell about my pain, how wonderful my life was before.<br />
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The fact you are still in so much pain 3 years later scares me, all I hear is give it time, it will get better, but you are proof that it doesn't. I have never kissed, held or even looked at anyone else, we were together from when I was 16, so how will I ever be able to cope alone.<br />
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What I'm finding hard is I know people have died of a broken heart, well my heart couldn't be any more broken, so why am I still here. I don't want to be, I'm no use to anyone. I can't kill myself as it would finish my mum off, but I don't even know if that is a good enough reason to carry on with this non existence.