With holidays it just seems to get harder , reminders of having to spend time alone even though there may be a thousand friends nearby. Although amongst a thousand friends in the room the one person you anticipated spending the rest of your life with isn't there, so life becomes meaningless. Yet for some reason , I keep hanging around in life as I promised my wife.

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it is its wn pain get evn bigger bill

Yes I know what you mean, I was the Christmas Queen, I would put up my Christmas the day after Thanksgiving, and they would not take them down untill after the new year.

This is the first Christmas since my soulmate died, I have just put up Christmas, I only did it because my boys were begining to think I had lost my Christmas spirit..

Well in a way I have I am in the same boat as everyone else here...

I may not have lost it, but when I look (VERY HARD) for it I found it battered and bruised badly but I patched it the best I could and I wear it proudly...

I hope that you find meaning for you, and your soulmate...I do not believe that she would wish this for you I know no one here does...

God Bless you

Have a Peacful Christmas

XXXXOOOO

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