Don't grieve alone.
My Brain...by Cindy
I see your smile and your beautiful eyes
in my wakeing hours and dreams
I hear your voice and your strong advice
but it's muddled by some kind of fog
I think for brief seconds, that I know what you'd do
then I'm lost and full of doubt
My brain is stuck on what I should have done
and my eyes cannot see it is today
My heart races as if trying to escape
and then it forgets to beat
I cry so hard that I'm grasping for breath
and I cannot remember to breathe
I scream out your name and wait for an answer
I cannot even hear my own thoughts
I am awake at weird hours all night
I pray for a dark, peaceful sleep.
Hi Babs. I realize that it's been awhile since you posted. My life has been a little hectic. I hope you are still writing. Is life getting any easier for you?