Online Grief Support - A Social Community2024-03-29T00:22:20ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodomahttp://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/2767216030?profile=original&width=48&height=48&crop=1%3A1http://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/forum/topic/listForContributor?user=bddce0c7b0114983b1ceb03832d8b006&feed=yes&xn_auth=noLoss of my stepdaughtertag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2024-01-08:2054931:Topic:4486472024-01-08T14:09:26.072ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
My stepdaughter Jenna passed away suddenly on 12/6/23. She was autistic and living in a group home. She was thriving and had friends and purpose. She has been in my life for 21 years. I could not have loved her more!!! She was my best friend and we talked everyday. We still don’t know what happened. We think it was a sudden cardiac death due to her medications. I just can’t seem to find purpose in my life. Everything I did was for her and I miss her every single second of every single day. It…
My stepdaughter Jenna passed away suddenly on 12/6/23. She was autistic and living in a group home. She was thriving and had friends and purpose. She has been in my life for 21 years. I could not have loved her more!!! She was my best friend and we talked everyday. We still don’t know what happened. We think it was a sudden cardiac death due to her medications. I just can’t seem to find purpose in my life. Everything I did was for her and I miss her every single second of every single day. It just seems so unreal so in fair. I really done know how to go on without her. Does anyone else feel this way? Missing my true lovetag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2023-10-20:2054931:Topic:4475932023-10-20T07:25:29.757ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<p>My partner died 12 weeks ago and I am struggling big time without her, we been together for 15 years and now I have nothing left.</p>
<p>My partner died 12 weeks ago and I am struggling big time without her, we been together for 15 years and now I have nothing left.</p> grandmatag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2023-09-28:2054931:Topic:4473962023-09-28T11:29:07.721ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<div class="discussion"><div class="description"><div class="xg_user_generated">Lost my grandma..was hoping my sister and I could get over our diffrences for the funeral instead she told me to leave my grandmas home and I missed the funeral I feel no closure at all..fight was over she tries to be more like my mom since my mom passed she told me I couldnt have my parents stuff till I showed her proof I was in a stable relationship yet shes 38 with a 20 year old yet she always downs me nothing I…</div>
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<div class="discussion"><div class="description"><div class="xg_user_generated">Lost my grandma..was hoping my sister and I could get over our diffrences for the funeral instead she told me to leave my grandmas home and I missed the funeral I feel no closure at all..fight was over she tries to be more like my mom since my mom passed she told me I couldnt have my parents stuff till I showed her proof I was in a stable relationship yet shes 38 with a 20 year old yet she always downs me nothing I do is right..paid my house off she hates my neighbor hood paid my cars off there not brand new I work 100 hours a week not good enough college done that to..then everyday its like how much she misses my grandma yet none of us are grieving right??..my grandma left me farm land and enough to build on it..my sis says I have to allow who my grandma chose to farm my land its like my opnions dont matter..im so lost and confused right now..I went to va and met my x there the guy on deed of my house and had the best four days of my life yet I knew that would end..I run from relationships wish someone would tell me why cause I dont get it</div>
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<div class="left-panel"></div> Lost my friendtag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2023-08-25:2054931:Topic:4468982023-08-25T02:33:34.406ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
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Is it wrong and selfish to grieve?? Shouldn't I be happy that they're gone and possibly not hurting? That they don't have to deal with the world, depression, financially, mentally, emotionally, physically, emotionally, struggling??<br />
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Missing and grieving feels narcissistic and selfish. It feels all about me instead of them.
Is it wrong and selfish to grieve?? Shouldn't I be happy that they're gone and possibly not hurting? That they don't have to deal with the world, depression, financially, mentally, emotionally, physically, emotionally, struggling??<br />
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Missing and grieving feels narcissistic and selfish. It feels all about me instead of them. loss of husbandtag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2022-11-17:2054931:Topic:4403492022-11-17T01:44:22.821ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<p>I recently lost my husband due to depression and now reaching out to people to help me get through this rollercoaster of emotions. my main concern is my mental health as it has not been good the last 2 weeks and struggling with dark thoughts and need to stay strong to not give into temptation</p>
<p>I recently lost my husband due to depression and now reaching out to people to help me get through this rollercoaster of emotions. my main concern is my mental health as it has not been good the last 2 weeks and struggling with dark thoughts and need to stay strong to not give into temptation</p> My friend...tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2022-11-11:2054931:Topic:4402352022-11-11T03:08:09.901ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<p>I am losing my friend to cancer, I already lost my wife, sister-in-law and nephew all in on year. I hat this disease it is taking all the people I love away, That;s why I would God would take me. I don;t know how much more I can bear this. I know I am not alone, how to deal with all this death is beyond me.…</p>
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<p>I am losing my friend to cancer, I already lost my wife, sister-in-law and nephew all in on year. I hat this disease it is taking all the people I love away, That;s why I would God would take me. I don;t know how much more I can bear this. I know I am not alone, how to deal with all this death is beyond me.</p>
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</div> Moving Through the Seven Stages of Grieftag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2022-09-29:2054931:Topic:4382292022-09-29T13:29:20.242ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<p><span>When a heart breaks, you’re left gasping for air. After a while you seem fine, yet fall apart unexpectedly at random moments, sanity seemingly forsaken.</span><span> </span><span>There’s a saying that when a heart breaks, it cracks to allow golden love to shine through onto others. Do you see the value in going through this?<br></br><br></br></span></p>
<p><span>It may not feel like it now, but</span><span> grief is an honor</span><span>. It is an honor to feel that much, to have loved that…</span></p>
<p><span>When a heart breaks, you’re left gasping for air. After a while you seem fine, yet fall apart unexpectedly at random moments, sanity seemingly forsaken.</span><span> </span><span>There’s a saying that when a heart breaks, it cracks to allow golden love to shine through onto others. Do you see the value in going through this?<br/><br/></span></p>
<p><span>It may not feel like it now, but</span><span> grief is an honor</span><span>. It is an honor to feel that much, to have loved that much. It teaches you compassion, gratitude, resilience, and the importance of grabbing life by the horns and truly living.<br/></span></p>
<p><span>It is not easy to go through, but remember the pain you feel now will NOT always be there. Little by little you will let go of the loss, but never the love.<br/><br/></span></p>
<p><span>If you’re wondering how to deal with grief, know that there are 7 stages of grief you go through. This turbulent tsunami we call emotional grief is normal, perfectly natural, and needs to be felt to heal. Give yourself space to feel your emotions as you go through all the stages of grief to heal, without shame. There is no timeline. There is no deadline. Feel your grief, find the value in your grief and choose to allow your light to shine through all the cracks and holes of your heart, lighting up yourself and others around you.<br/><br/>Find out more here: <a href="https://www.lifesongmilestones.com/blogs/blogs/moving-through-the-seven-stages-of-grief" target="_blank" rel="noopener">https://www.lifesongmilestones.com/blogs/blogs/moving-through-the-seven-stages-of-grief</a><br/><br/>Best Funeral Gift Ideas: <a href="https://www.lifesongmilestones.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">https://www.lifesongmilestones.com/</a></span></p> Too many deathstag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2022-09-25:2054931:Topic:4383122022-09-25T01:52:41.488ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<p>Over the past 2-1/2 years, I have lost my eldest son to cancer, my best friend of 65 years to cancer, and my mom to COVID in a nursing home. . I have another good friend dying of cancer now. I have lost other friends to COVID. I just don't know how to cope with all these deaths. I am so sad all of the time.Any suggestions on how not to feel such profound grief all of the time?</p>
<p>Over the past 2-1/2 years, I have lost my eldest son to cancer, my best friend of 65 years to cancer, and my mom to COVID in a nursing home. . I have another good friend dying of cancer now. I have lost other friends to COVID. I just don't know how to cope with all these deaths. I am so sad all of the time.Any suggestions on how not to feel such profound grief all of the time?</p> Loss of Father in 2020tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2022-09-12:2054931:Topic:4380522022-09-12T22:40:08.822ZBrian Sodomahttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrianSodoma
<p>My dad died in May 2020. It was so horrible. He was so senile in the end. He was 89. I didn't get the chance to say goodbye. He had to live in a nursing home. After we checked him in we lost him within 2 weeks. I was only able to visit him there once before he was dying. Thanks to Covid, we all wore masks. His voice was muffled. It was the last time I heard him speak in person and I couldn't understand a word. Well, it only got worse. He left me a voicemail. I couldn't understand a word of…</p>
<p>My dad died in May 2020. It was so horrible. He was so senile in the end. He was 89. I didn't get the chance to say goodbye. He had to live in a nursing home. After we checked him in we lost him within 2 weeks. I was only able to visit him there once before he was dying. Thanks to Covid, we all wore masks. His voice was muffled. It was the last time I heard him speak in person and I couldn't understand a word. Well, it only got worse. He left me a voicemail. I couldn't understand a word of it. My mom said he'd been holding the phone upside down lately, and he'd speak into the wrong end of the phone. I would give everything I own to hear that message. He died. We never got the chance to communicate again.</p>