Online Grief Support - A Social Community2024-03-29T09:25:21ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLoganhttp://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/2767216030?profile=original&width=48&height=48&crop=1%3A1http://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/forum/topic/listForContributor?groupUrl=lost-my-spouse&user=186s5wpdrh07w&feed=yes&xn_auth=noLoss of spouse…tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2022-05-30:2054931:Topic:4369632022-05-30T14:30:52.483ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
For 40+ years we were together…married 39 years….We were to celebrate our 40th anniversary…<br />
Nobody who hasn’t been married, and lost a spouse could possibly understand….even though he was into many causes…The loss is monumental… the loss of the stream of life…
For 40+ years we were together…married 39 years….We were to celebrate our 40th anniversary…<br />
Nobody who hasn’t been married, and lost a spouse could possibly understand….even though he was into many causes…The loss is monumental… the loss of the stream of life… Today is the anniversary of my wedding daytag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2020-05-01:2054931:Topic:3377352020-05-01T16:42:28.805ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p>I got married on May 1, 1992 and lost my husband on June 30, 2017. My wedding day was the happiest day of my life and if I had one wish, it would be to go back and live that day over. It has been almost 3 years since my husband passed away. I have no other family who is still alive. He was my family and I miss him so much. He was a Vietnam veteran, a marine, and I was proud to be married to him. I still remember the look of so much love in his eyes when we took our wedding vows. Today is the…</p>
<p>I got married on May 1, 1992 and lost my husband on June 30, 2017. My wedding day was the happiest day of my life and if I had one wish, it would be to go back and live that day over. It has been almost 3 years since my husband passed away. I have no other family who is still alive. He was my family and I miss him so much. He was a Vietnam veteran, a marine, and I was proud to be married to him. I still remember the look of so much love in his eyes when we took our wedding vows. Today is the 28th anniversary of that day. We were married for 25 years when he died. My brother in law made the funeral arrangements. He never called me to tell me when the funeral was so I didn't get to go. That hurts alot to this day. I've never seen his grave site. There was also a memorial service with his other family members and I didn't get to go to that either. So I feel like I never really got to say goodbye. I feel like I'm stuck in the depression phase of the grieving process and I don't know how to move on. After his death, my social worker talked me into moving from my own apt to a personal care home. When I did that I lost my car and all of my possessions. I lost my independence. I feel like I should have kept my apt and I would have been much happier. In the personal care home I am lonely and socially isolated. I have no transportation to get to local grief support meetings. I feel like I have no life, I just exist. Every day is the same and out of my control. I look back on my married years as a time when I had a life. I got hugs and kisses and cuddling all the time. I really miss that and it feels like I will never have that again, not so long as I stay here. I'm not a local to this area. My husband and I moved here from my hometown when we got married. Now that he is gone I have no friends or family in this area. I wish I could move back to my hometown but I am on Social Security and can't afford it. I've had alot of losses and I don't know how I'll get through grieving them all. I feel so empty and alone. I hope this group will help me.</p> Lost my light in the darknesstag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2020-04-16:2054931:Topic:3374022020-04-16T14:35:58.508ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I lost my wife on the 25 of March after returning from my Dads funeral. She is everything to me. No matter how bad it got, no matter how much my PTSD drug me down, She has been my light in the darkness for the past 7 years. Since she has passed my stepdaughter and stepson arnt speaking to me. Im alone, with my own sorrow and guilt. Im still working amongst all this virus scare and people ask me why im not worried about it. Its because if I get it maybe I will…</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I lost my wife on the 25 of March after returning from my Dads funeral. She is everything to me. No matter how bad it got, no matter how much my PTSD drug me down, She has been my light in the darkness for the past 7 years. Since she has passed my stepdaughter and stepson arnt speaking to me. Im alone, with my own sorrow and guilt. Im still working amongst all this virus scare and people ask me why im not worried about it. Its because if I get it maybe I will be able to see her again. Im so tired, mentally and emotionally. I feel the darkness closing in day by day and no one seems to care. </span></p> True Miracles, There is no deathtag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2020-04-07:2054931:Topic:3375162020-04-07T20:27:40.229ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p>Dear Friends</p>
<p>I wanted to share with you that since last year I have been experiencing Absolute True Miracles in my life, Miracles I would never have expected that were possible to happen. This Miracle proved me that there is God and Angels which is the biggest Miracle itself. God and Angels have saved my life and totally changed my understanding of life and gave me beautiful Faith. I'm only describing it briefly as there is too much to say. I've started writing a blog about This…</p>
<p>Dear Friends</p>
<p>I wanted to share with you that since last year I have been experiencing Absolute True Miracles in my life, Miracles I would never have expected that were possible to happen. This Miracle proved me that there is God and Angels which is the biggest Miracle itself. God and Angels have saved my life and totally changed my understanding of life and gave me beautiful Faith. I'm only describing it briefly as there is too much to say. I've started writing a blog about This Miracle, please take a look and be assured that there is no death and our loved ones are waiting for us in a Beautiful Heaven. </p>
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<p>God Bless</p>
<p>Anna</p> True Miracles, There is no deathtag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2020-04-07:2054931:Topic:3374312020-04-07T20:27:39.743ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p>Dear Friends</p>
<p>I wanted to share with you that since last year I have been experiencing Absolute True Miracles in my life, Miracles I would never have expected that were possible to happen. This Miracle proved me that there is God and Angels which is the biggest Miracle itself. God and Angels have saved my life and totally changed my understanding of life and gave me beautiful Faith. I'm only describing it briefly as there is too much to say. I've started writing a blog about This…</p>
<p>Dear Friends</p>
<p>I wanted to share with you that since last year I have been experiencing Absolute True Miracles in my life, Miracles I would never have expected that were possible to happen. This Miracle proved me that there is God and Angels which is the biggest Miracle itself. God and Angels have saved my life and totally changed my understanding of life and gave me beautiful Faith. I'm only describing it briefly as there is too much to say. I've started writing a blog about This Miracle, please take a look and be assured that there is no death and our loved ones are waiting for us in a Beautiful Heaven. </p>
<p> nodeathonlylove.wordpress.com</p>
<p></p>
<p>God Bless</p>
<p>Anna</p> My Lovetag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2019-12-29:2054931:Topic:3362902019-12-29T01:24:10.191ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p>On November 6 of this year, I lost my husband in a tragic automobile accident. We live in Georgia and the accident was in Montana making it more difficult. I am completely lost as we were best friends, we married at 19 and were married 38 years. Giving up is not an option as we have two beautiful children, their spouses, and three amazing grandchildren. It still feels so surreal that he is no longer on this earth. I know where he is and that I will see him again but I miss everything about…</p>
<p>On November 6 of this year, I lost my husband in a tragic automobile accident. We live in Georgia and the accident was in Montana making it more difficult. I am completely lost as we were best friends, we married at 19 and were married 38 years. Giving up is not an option as we have two beautiful children, their spouses, and three amazing grandchildren. It still feels so surreal that he is no longer on this earth. I know where he is and that I will see him again but I miss everything about him. I have been surrounded by family and friends but soon, I will be alone and begin to rebuild my life...just not sure what that will look like. The holidays were rough but we made it...now, to navigate this overwhelming grief and the new year, a new chapter. </p> The Holiday Season and my losstag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-12-23:2054931:Topic:3301262018-12-23T22:07:02.232ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
This Christmas Season this year is very hard.Family gatherings are wonderful but l feel my husband not being so much more.Seeing everyone makes it more real that Ron is not here.The tears are in my eyes it so hard to bear.
This Christmas Season this year is very hard.Family gatherings are wonderful but l feel my husband not being so much more.Seeing everyone makes it more real that Ron is not here.The tears are in my eyes it so hard to bear. Lost my husband the father of my kids and bestfriend .tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-09-26:2054931:Topic:3269002018-09-26T22:29:49.096ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p> I lost my husband we were high school sweethearts we had plans and it was not suppose to be this way we had two kids together and I feel so lost and the pain i feel becuase of how much I miss him and my kids asking or saying daddy when they hear the doorbell kills me but i have to make it every day for them they keep me breathing. I know the pain never goes away but does it ever get easier to deal with? </p>
<p> I lost my husband we were high school sweethearts we had plans and it was not suppose to be this way we had two kids together and I feel so lost and the pain i feel becuase of how much I miss him and my kids asking or saying daddy when they hear the doorbell kills me but i have to make it every day for them they keep me breathing. I know the pain never goes away but does it ever get easier to deal with? </p> Lost my husband the father of my kids and bestfriend .tag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-09-26:2054931:Topic:3268982018-09-26T22:24:54.792ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p> I lost my husband we were high school sweethearts we had plans and it was not suppose to be this way we had two kids together and I feel so lost and the pain i feel becuase of how much I miss him and my kids asking or saying daddy when they hear the doorbell kills me but i have to make it every day for them they keep me breathing. I know the pain never goes away but does it ever get easier to deal with? </p>
<p> I lost my husband we were high school sweethearts we had plans and it was not suppose to be this way we had two kids together and I feel so lost and the pain i feel becuase of how much I miss him and my kids asking or saying daddy when they hear the doorbell kills me but i have to make it every day for them they keep me breathing. I know the pain never goes away but does it ever get easier to deal with? </p> Lost my spousetag:www.onlinegriefsupport.com,2018-09-25:2054931:Topic:3268812018-09-25T19:53:38.160ZFranhttp://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/FranLogan
<p><strong>3 years ago this November I lost the love of my life. I am on meds and see a counselor. Lie just comes and goes. Everyone thinks I do so well. No!!! I avoid social situations. Cry a lot and feel I will never move on.</strong></p>
<p><strong>Today I had a huge downer day! Thought I as losing my mind. Called my center I go to, just do something you like they say. Nothing. I am just tired of going day to day! Abby help On getting through such rough times. I am worn out!!…</strong></p>
<p><strong>3 years ago this November I lost the love of my life. I am on meds and see a counselor. Lie just comes and goes. Everyone thinks I do so well. No!!! I avoid social situations. Cry a lot and feel I will never move on.</strong></p>
<p><strong>Today I had a huge downer day! Thought I as losing my mind. Called my center I go to, just do something you like they say. Nothing. I am just tired of going day to day! Abby help On getting through such rough times. I am worn out!! Thanks!!</strong></p>